He was one of the people I was counting on running back into some day. I'm sad that won't happen now. Can't comment of the state of his recent life. I'd ask him what was so bad if I could, maybe. Moot point now.
Well... if this is the guy I think it is, I am really sad to hear this. I only met him a few times, but he seemed to me to be troubled yet brilliant. It's always sad to see someone like that meet their end too soon, but maybe to him it was the right time.
It probably is. He ran into almost everyone in any sort of 'alternative' group in Missori, from what I can tell. He was tall, with long blonde hair, yes. He also had the most amzing personality, and he always let it show. That's part of what started to hurt him, I think. too many 'normal', 'average', 'sane' people had a problem with it. He would talk freely and befriend everyone. And he WAS brillant. A genius, one of many I've been blessed enough to know. I don't know how much more I can say sensibly at the momnet, this is way too much to take in. He was with a nuber of LARPS, generally playing a changeling. And he was one of the kindest sweetest most caring souls I've ever met. It's positively stupid and nauseating that one can 'care too much' in this world. It's really hurting me, right now, knowing I'll never have another 3 am conversation with him at a steak n' shake after a game or convention and Sorr. I have so much more to say, but no way to say it right now.
I really don't know where he was in his head but if the little bits of information that he left scattered around the internet are valid and at telling at least most of the story it was something he was looking forward to.
I'm crying so much right now. I would call you. But I have no idea what to say or do. I love you guys so much. I loved him, too. I talked to him only a few months ago, and he seemed so much better. I gave him an open invitation, but I never heard back. Yeah. crying. can't think.
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Sorr. I have so much more to say, but no way to say it right now.
thoughts and prayers for you and yours..